Trip to Malacca

Malacca, the history town of itself and including some history of mine.

After some dozens of request from my national service friends, i decided to head down alone for a trip and meet up with them. The only thing that makes me excited was, i'm quite an attention at the town center (Cause other tourists mainly are families and elders). But there's no "encounter" with some males around our age. =__=

A trip to Malacca with no satay celup. Due to one of my male friend are muslim. And i heard muslim at Malacca are kinda strict, kinda afraid that we will be caught going out with a muslim guy. And force us to marry him. That's what i heard from other Malaccans.

To those who absent, i was wonder the gathering doesn't make any sense? Or is it the memory we shared, doesn't important anymore?

Pieces of memory

It was a really nice saturday afternoon, no rain. Just striking sunshine, so suitable for laundry. Laundry itself can't satisfy my weekend mood, too much time to spare. End up standing infront of makeup table for hours, to tidy all those different bottles of everything.

Turning everything up side down.

Found a metal box.

I recognize the box, and i thought i had thrown it away when i tidied last time. It remain at the inside corner of my drawer.

It took me kinda mentally huge effort to open the box. To read again all those notes written by first love, everytime it trigger a lot of confusing emotions.

Open one of the folded note from the stacks. I thought i will cry at first. But strangely i have the courage to read the second note.

I can only feel glad that i've been once putting all my efforts into this relationship.

Again, i put it back into the same drawer.

The holiday project

I had been not so satisfy over my room lately, since my single bed divan already spoiled for year and now only left mattress on the floor. And the unnecessary fat sofa from my auntie when she moved, ate up quite some space.

Here's the layout description:

A. L-shape table moved to the window corner. (After remove sofa.)

B. Wardrobe park beside L-shape table for alignment.

C. New queen size bed. (I really need more space, bf always stay over night. And my dog can't give up his sleeping spot. Usually we 2 human + 1 dog squeeze in a super single bed =_=)

D. Small bed side table change to another side.

E. Biggest challenge ever, the bed will be too near to the door. In my imagination layout, plan to install a rail and put on half transparent curtain with some sort of designs on it. To create a corridor towards the space infront of wardrobe and L-shape table.

*I'm quite addicted to change my room layout, like to change different type of settings. But this time will need to find a queen size bed. Wallet bocor!*

Silly things

I like to play with my dog and we do silly things together.

Its kinda fun to look at all those pictures of him.

Here's one. When he trying to search for his toy behind the sofa.

Happy Feet 2

Its been a long time since i watch cartoon animation in cinema. I'm kinda picky over cartoon movie cause i wanna avoid all those stupid plots. But the fluffy baby penguin always win my heart.

I think this is the best song from the soundtrack. Enjoy! =)

FFFFFUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

It was a long story regarding what happened last month, i was too lazy to write on that time. More precisely, i had never met this kind of situations before.

I had been running for banks since young, due to parent's company. Need to do a lot banking when it comes to receiving payment or giving payment to suppliers.

In case of confusing i will write in short point form:

1. My dad received a cash cheque and need to be cash withdraw at Maybank Jalan Ipoh.
2. To avoid danger criminals out there, dad decided to do transfer from Maybank to company account RHB.
3. On Tuesday 10am at the bank, my dad request money must be transfer into account on the same day 3pm.
4. When we try to withdraw money from RHB on 3pm, we realize maybank bank teller accidentally did wrong timing transfer, the money said to be reach on 7pm (bank already closed.)
5. FFFFFFFFUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
6. The next day is Deepavali, we decided to withdraw the money again on Thursday.
7. We made a few cheque payments to suppliers. But strangely bank account was on short Thursday morning.
8. The money from Maybank didn't reach.
9. Called maybank, the manager said its non of their business cause once they released the money its not their problem. (WTF?)
10. After checking from RHB, RHB staff told us maybank staff key-in wrong info in the bank system. (They wrote IC number into account number column.)
11. Rushed to Maybank at Jalan Ipoh, they realized the money was return to their bank and release the cash money back to us. Some more the maybank manager bluff me, said don't know what's wrong with RHB. She said they have no problem at all cause the customer copy slip's info are all correct. (Actually they did mistake on 2nd system key-in cause the counter teller don't have the authority.)
12. She's being too naive, she thought that i have no experience with bank at all.
13. I called to maybank main branch and complain.

Although later on the maybank manager called and apologize to my dad, but i really lose all my trust towards them. On the same amount of money, they did mistake twice. TWICE which causes so many delays.

After the incident, I had been so exhausted that i kept doing mistakes on my job.

P/S: If my dad wasn't around, i would have make them cry and apologize to me when we collect the money back from maybank.

Vexing

It feels little vexing every time i'm having menstrual. On that specific of time, mind and body became so sensitive.

It's more vexing when my boyfriend told me he likes my chubby-ness.

Should i feel happy or no?

I'm not really good dealing with those complicated feelings.

......

And lately a lot of guy ask me what i like about my boyfriend. I seems like i can't gave them a satisfy answer. Vexing when they try to interfere my relationship.

I should have just tell them i like my boyfriend's sexy body (if i'm able to say it out loud =.=)

Lavender 1 Utama

New cafe at 1 Utama, always crowded at bakery area. The food and drinks are so so only. Not really worth it. Maybe is the environment, it attracts a lot of foreigner customers.

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Testing new products

Lately i have been so determine to clear my body pimples, which had been followed me since high school. These products was recommend by a pharmacy nearby my house and had been quite effective. Hope it does maintain the "effectiveness" until totally get rid of all those ugly acne.

Hope i can wear all those sexy bareback pretty dress soon!

P/S: By the way, cause the main ingredients are tea tree oils, it gives my asshole a chill when the shower gel runs down. Haha.

Tea Forty Two

Located at bangsar village, part of the cafe chains from delicious.

Look at all those cute tea cups!

The tea set are too much for two pax actually...

Non stop eating!

While my sister around pj for her short vacation, we headed to different cafes she recommends.

First was the levaine cafe at jalan imbi, they are so famous that it can be full house on friday afternoon, i heard from others said weekends, the shop so pack and was like a ticking bomb.

Very nice ambiance and cooling outdoor, fully equipped with water mist fan.

Massive Updates 2 - My new phone!

My previous nokia had quite a short life span (sadness), started to go crazy and keep restart. Changed to HTC Sensation. Amused by those heavenly android apps.

Especially the weather forecast and weight management apps. Haha.

Massive Updates 1

My elder sister back for a short vacation. Meanwhile, we visited bridal shops for her wedding preparation next year. SS2 are so famous with plenty of bridal shops, we ought to give it a try.

We only entered 3 bridal shops and decided not to visit them for our whole lifetime.

The reason is, the wedding gowns are so old/yellowish/old fashioned and charges are more expensive than custom made. Some more fitting are not allowed if haven't pay deposit. How would we know if the gowns are suitable or not????

My elder sister was kinda disappointed by those freak bridal shops and decided to order a custom made gown. =.=

Massive Updates

Seems like quite rare of you guys visiting my blog and makes me lazy to post as well.

But there's still a lot of stuffs going on so here's my updates!

Apple

I'm waiting for new credit card approval so i can buy my new phone using installment. Maybe the deceased Steve news are all over facebook and newspaper, i dream that i bought an iphone instead of my target phone htc.

What a nightmare!

Truthfully, i'm not an apple fans and supporter. Never use any of their products before.

I heard a lot of people are so disappointing that the i5 doesn't launched as promised.

After i read this comic, i swear that i don't wanna buy any of apple products.

Another outing

We went for some beers at island cafe ss2.

All the nice pictures was with tham.

5 of us drank 2 towers (Ken, Wei Chern, Tham, Heng & Me)

We all became kinda tipsy and feeling high, started doing stupid things without knowing.

I bet we all will become dangerous if we drinks further more. LOL.

Saturday outing

Picked up heng and heads to ken's house on saturday morning. After wei chern reached, we (ken, leeping, heng, wei chern & me) all 'march' to the famous yong tau foo place near puchong perdana. After finished the very full plates of yong tau foo, next we strike snowflakes and chatime at ss15.
Enjoyable afternoon. Best way to spend the weekends.

Countless nights

I had share a bed with my dog for countless nights. He likes to curl on my bed and sleep for hours. Due to small single bed, i realize i had developed a lot of weird sleeping pose caused by him.

He was so darn smart, he knows when we on our air conditioner and its time for beds <3

Always met weirdos

Saturday night was boring, me and my mom went for a dessert at kei tak sek ss2. On our way back mom asked me get down from car to buy ramlee burgers at dj for sister. As usual, you need waiting at the stall cause the ramlee stall owner cook really slow. Few minutes later on, another customer came and order burger as well.

A man with glasses, taller than me. A bit plump. Drove a vios and park right next to the burger stall. And he start striking some weird pose. =__=

Don't know why i always met weirdos and that freaks me out a bit. Aren't they getting too desperate over girls/women?

Yesterday was my parents 30th wedding annivessary, which my dad don't give a fuck about it.

It happens that birthday/anniversary are so important to women.

It represents the youth and time we sacrifice for our most important person.

Sounds silly?

Facial treatment

Its been two years since i step into beauty salon. Just did one treatment last saturday. Always feel so embarrass when doing facial treatment at beauty salon. Cause all the beautician are so petite and they have to wash/massage my big size body >_<

Parents-in-law?

Just an update for what i did last weekend.

My sis and bro-in-law came back, and his parents came visit from miri as well.

Conclusion, it was so tiring to layan auntie and uncle.

It feels so weird to get to know new relatives. At the same time its kinda stress as well. Surely we do not wanna spoil their mood of short trip here. Bro-in-law, Victor brought his parents to every shopping center at kl/pj, go for famous bak kut teh at klang. And my mom offer them a ride to visit genting. My dad spend them a supper at ss2 durian stalls.

Come to the main point, the meeting of in laws was to talked about my sister + victor's marriage. Although they already registered at SG around march, but their formal wedding will be held at next year december.

Auntie was very straight forward, she directly asked my mom how much ping gam she wants.

(Note: Ping gam in cantonese means giving ang pau/money to show gratitude to bride's family from groom's parents.)

My dad was so darn smart, he told them that he let his wife decides =_______=

Sounds like selling daughter, but i truly understand that ping gam are gonna use to buy preparation items for every traditions and ceremony.

I can sense and predict the busy + messy conditions for my sister's wedding preparations. And i guess the most complicated part will be preparing my family's apparels =__=

Potassium Citrate are my best friend =_____=

Steamboat Dinner

A steamboat gathering organised (paid) by Ken.

I only remember after finished eating i feel so damn sleepy until i don't want to remember any details.

Just a few pictures from my cam.

Guilty

I think i'm kinda mentally sick. I'm very afraid of feeling guilty when buying over things. Example, clothes. Bought a dress i like it very much, cost 200. Sigh, another poor month again.

I think the amount of durian i ate last night hit my lifetime quota. ZZZ

Two nights ago, my boyfriend told me he was busy so not coming over to meet me. The reason is he have to attend old friend's funeral. When i met him yesterday he told me the story of whole incident.

This guy was 28 years old and he was once my boyfriend's junior. He went for his friend's bachelor night and drank a lot of alcohol. Mainly hard liquor like hennesy and xo. They rent a hotel room for the event itself and later on everyone just collapse and sleep there. Around 5am, the friend next to him woke up and tried to wake everyone up. But, the guy doesn't move at all. And when they flip him over, he already died and the face was totally purple.

A sudden death bring sorrow to his friends. My boyfriend describe that the groom of the bachelor party, he feels very responsible for his death. The groom kneel infront of the coffin and keep crying for the whole funeral.

Sad story hur?

We really have to prepare for these kind of unexpected situations. I also feel insecure so i bought my own accident insurance as well. Sigh......

In complicated relationship

My type of person kinda straight forward. I hate those complicated relationships. And those who involve in it. However people around me kinda like to involve in these kind of matters.

Something happens between these two male friends of mine, Ivan & Isaac. They have been single for quite a long time and always spend their free time together, sharing the interest of cars and everything else. They knew a girl lately call Louis, aged 21. She's a total bitch. I met her when we clubbing last holiday. She's the petite type of girl but very talkative. Kinda rude in manners cause she likes to tell people "shut the fuck up".

What happened was these 2 idiots fell for her at the same time. Louis very experienced with men and started to play them between her fingers. Everyday she complain said i don't have transport, ask for them to fetch her everywhere. Other than that, she went dating with both of them.

Isaac was a bit more smarter (he's a law student), he realizes something wrong and reject Louis slowly. I think she feels that she can't be defeated and seduce him with kisses when they hang out last time. He don't even dare to tell his best friend about what happened.

Ivan was more "blinded". He totally fell into her love trap. Friends around him keep telling him to give up the girl.

I wonder why there's girls like this exist on earth. Kinda embarrass our own female kind. What i hope was they didn't really go out officially as couple. At least the wound of his won't get so deep.

Baking mooncakes

My auntie request help from my mom to bake some mooncake. So she can cut some cost compare to buying those commercial mooncake at supermarket.

Passed by kitchen, mom asked me to help painting mooncake with eggyolks. It really took me long time cause the mooncake design was really complicated. A lot of flowers and patterns which i have to paint it so so so softly. And i did the decoration for shanghai mooncake too.

Mooncake fresh from the oven

Shanghai mooncake

Piggy mooncake

Half day off

Took half day off to company my boyfriend. Mostly he having off day on normal weekdays. Don't know what to do and we end up took bus from 1utama to genting. Bought package which include bus fees and outdoor theme park entrance ticket.

Unexpectedly, its blardy cold at genting. Which i just wore t-shirt and shorts only.

Went into theme park, maybe we already grown up, the theme park doesn't seems that huge anymore. Everything looks smaller compare to my memories.

Picking up the taste of youth. Its been a long time since i been to theme park.

Arrogant people

I think our society was really sick. People are getting self-center and selfish!

What i had been through lately was 'impressing'.

Case 1:

I lost my atm card and went to apply at bank. There's only one customer service counter to proceed. Situation was there's someone applying bank account, i come in as first in waiting line. Not long after that there was this uncle in his 60, came in and wait for the same counter as well. Once he realized he have to wait, he started to complain and show the manager his ic and declare he is senior citizen, with premium account at maybank and he have over 100k in maybank account. He complained so loud that he will complain to headquarter and if he went to the other bank, the staff will serve him coffee. So the manager have to do his case first and cut line before me. My atm card only done after one and half hour. Ended up he wanna withdraw money to apply insurance for his 35 years old car.

(Heart quote: Fuck you la senior citizen! Since you are so old and jobless that wouldn't hurt for you to wait a while and do your things after me. If you have so many money why didn't you pay some runner to do things for you. I give face cause you are older than my dad. If i see you next time in bank i guarantee i can crush you so mentally until you won't feel like wanna go banks again.)

Case 2:

Grabbing lunch with boyfriend at mcdonald. Queue behind a family, a pair of parents in their 30 and brought a pair of kids.

Husband: One set of xxx, one set of xxx... etc. Can you please give me diet coke for the set just now?

Mcd Staff: Okay sir.

Husband: Wait, are double cheese burger beef?

Mcd Staff: Yes its beef which u had order 2 sets just now.

Husband: Erm, cancel it, change to fillet o fish. Son, what you wanna eat?

Son: ....... (Fuck him la his son only 2 years old how to pick what to eat at mcdonald?)

Husband turn over and ask his wife as well.

Husband: Wait wait wait the fillet o fish, i don't want the mayo.

Mcd Staff: ......

Husband: The nugget set i order just now help me cut into pieces.

Mcd Staff: ......

Husband: I think i don't want diet coke change it back to coke.

Mcd Staff: ......

And when the staff went to get the soft drinks, the staff adding coke into the cup.

Husband: Wait! I don't want coke.

Mcd Staff: Sir you want diet coke?

Husband: No no. Erm... Em... Em.... Em... Em... I think i want ice tea.

And after the husband mess up the ordering, the staff frowned his brows so much.

Husband: The fries, i don't want them to over cook. And the chicken burger also.

Mcd Staff: ......

Husband: Oh and add another set of spicy chicken mcdeluxe. Divide the vege and mayo away from bread and chicken.

(Me standing behind and think, Wafak??? Another heart quote: Fuck! Whats wrong with your brain! Its fast food what you expect they can do. If you have so many request then go to fine dining restaurant! No wonder you look so yongsui, disturb people's queue for so long. Order little things it took you 15minutes. How you expect people to respect you, so much mafan than a normal woman. Next life don't become a man and go reborn as auntie might suit you so well. Fuuuck.)

P/S: I knew i'm exaggerate over this kind of situation but i don't know why they think that they are the only human at that time, not even considering for others.

ONE WORD = EPIC!

Imaginary heart roar.

I don't celebrate merdeka

Just an update for my clubbing night on 31st August 2011.

It doesn't really that sick until everyone of us drunk and puke. We just having fun snapping picture and some alcohol.

Meeting up with some 'long time no see friends'. I think the last time i hang out with them was last year. Unconsciously, some of the guy started to smoke in the pub. (Inner me shout: Wtf?)

They doesn't look more mature with that smoking, they look.. old and fragile.

Anyway, smoking really doesn't suit my image so i won't join them cause we are in the middle of 'clubbing'.

This is me and my cousin Michelle. Too lazy to upload others.

Two things i realize after the event is:
- I really gained weightSSS, i don't have suitable clothes for clubbing.
- I hardly get drunk.

Menstruating state

As a female human, i can't runaway from the fate of maturing. Menstruating which is part of it.

But why is it so painful for me!! T_T

2 days before it came, my stamina like dragged away. Do anything also feels like no energy. When finally the first day of the cycle, i will need to lie down and curl like a worm in my bed for hours. Aikzz..

I did mentioned that i wanna diet, but everything not going according to the plan.

I realize that i feel more... swollen.

I think i might be the type who not suit to join gym. Anyway my gym contract will end on mid october. Have that kind of mental state, i thought that i did my work out and i can eat like usual.

So i really need to cut down my portion and eat healthier liao.

Sob sob T_T

Holiday

The long waited holiday.

Keep rolling in my bed with my dog snoring beside me.

I knew its morning but i don't feel like sleeping anymore.

Wake up, pick up my phone...

Shyt, its only 8.02am.

Judgement

My days had never came to peace. Its very natural that i'm worry about my own family and friends.
Actually its about my younger sister. I really think that her relationship with her boyfriend are totally weird/unacceptable. The more i talk to the guy, the more i think that he just don't wanna have stable relationship.

The story was like that, last year my elder sister brought this friend, vincent, a tour around pj. They hunting for good food around pj/kl area. There's this night they packed dozens of chicken wings and came to my house for a feast. Which i believed vincent "fell in love" at the first sight when my sis eating chicken wings. It doesn't really sounds romantic though. After sometime they get to chat online, and vincent present her some bracelet and they started their relationship from this point.

He works as financial consultant/adviser. I didn't really knew where/who he work for as he never gave us a name card. But what i heard was he have to convince rich people to invest in his company. That makes him fly around the world all the time.

He came to malaysia once a month, but slowly it convert into once every 2 to 3 months. I did't knew that did they go through the state where they understand each other enough about personalities and family backgrounds.

Two days ago, when i saw him online, i'm just bluntly asked him what he likes about my younger sister. This is the answer he gave me:
- I like her innocent.
- I don't like complicated women that i have to think what she thinking.

Then i throw him another question. Why doesn't you introduce yourself properly to my dad? (Their relationship kept as secret from my dad for one and half year already.)
- I think she have her own mindset so i just follow her way of doing things.
- I have nothing for your dad to complain about. Introduction anytime will be fine. I have proper income, proper family background and i always have 250k SGD in my account.

I really wanna choke his neck if he's talking like this face to face. As expected from a singaporean man. He thinks that i'm selling my sister. WTF! I wish i could choke him and arm lock him on the floor. Innocent? Don't you understand that my sister is just a college student? The innocent will gone once she grows mature and started to work in society! Its not about how much money you have, its about the sincerity to go out as a proper boyfriend with my younger sister.

If you don't like complicated women, why not you just marry a china woman and properly give her allowance every month! So she won't oppose you and follow everything you said. Fu** you!

My mom has been the type who worries a lot. Since they started to go out, my mom never stop thinking what would happen to my sis when they break up. It wasn't cool. It was totally a bad idea to let our own parents worry over our own relationship.

I knew its my way of judgement, but my sixth sense + woman instinct never lose its accuracy.

Tremendous Day

I think i can list myself as Gan the Mission Impossible.

Woke up early due to noises from next door, so i just prefer to wake and go work early.

Morning,

- Go bank on 7am.

- Pick & buy hardwares.

- Send the materials to working site.

- Find auntie who working at oug.

- Send cpu to fix.

- Buy external hdd. (Met some incident at computer shop, long story to tell.)

- Pick & buy water boiler.

- Bake & eat macarons.

I had done quite a lot of stuffs and i had some free time during afternoon.

I went 1u a while until 9pm.

Disaster again, mom's car broke down.

Some more she was at sungai long.

Drove like mad there, so worried that my mom alone will kena rob at roadside. Till i reach there, called tow car and let the guy did all the stuffs.

The story not end yet, i thought that at last i can go home and sleep like pig. I drove ahead like few kilometers. The tow truck guy called halfway said some police officers stopped him and suspect he stole the car. WTF?

The misunderstanding cleared when the local police station gave me a call and did some verification. Police officer told me that there's this chinese male called and report the truck's plate number.

OMG. This is so gg. Wafak so many trucks you don't report and you wanna report my truck.

The very last thing i think of, i just wanna lay in my bed asap. Once home, my dog nearly run away, again. Which i stopped him so fast with my flying body slam on the floor and catch him.

Both knees bleeding. Zzz. I don't care. I just came online to blog and going to sleep now.

Macarons

Lately i have been eating a lot macarons.

The reason is, my mother went for a macaron baking class at big boys oven studio, kota damansara. I will skip about the class details, but before my mom left they gave my mom a full box of colorful macarons. It was hell over sweetness type of chewy french candy but it was so expensive selling at the cafes out there.

Its addictive. And started helping my mom to experiment macarons at home. I guess i can't stop growing fatter and will see dentist more frequently soon.

When i'm single and available, why there's no guys come after me?

At last i have a stable boyfriend now, and i really don't know where all those guys pop out from.

Trying to convince me that they will suit me better than my boyfriend.

..........

The more of them i met the more i think its really a huge joke.

Productive

I think i had raise my productivity level lately. No matter its about company's job or personal task.

1. I can do banking task faster than usual, which i glare and stress the banking staff (win!).

2. Faster info survey.

3. Memorize directions from google map (still don't have a proper gps).

4. Settle my family/boss (example: my dad).

5. Doing all sort of sending cars to service center, buy hardware for repair stuffs at home.

6. Able to arrange time to meet friends.

7. Able to visit grandma once a week.

8. Do laundries and house work etc.

9. Spend half hour everyday to talk to my dog.

A lot better from the days when i goyang kaki. I wish i still have the motivation to do everything right and nicely from time to time. And able to improve a lot of other super skills to get my task done.

Is it a sin to enjoy the life style of admired by different guys?

Again, i missed my gym class.

I wonder why my time getting not enough day by day.

I need to go trim my eyebrows. They look... bad.

Resolution

I think i had been immune with what my dad did always. I'm handling with my emotion quite calm with any situation involve with him. It happens that my parent started to accept the way i do things and resolve issues correctly.

My mom flipped me from my bed just now. Looked on the phone, its only 4.30am. With my zzz-ness, i straight away knew its about my dad again.

She was so worried keep calling him from 12am to 3pm, until he reached home at 4 something morning. Apparently, he was drunk stopped at road side. And been robbed by some indian guy. He told my mom that the indian guy was carrying a knife so he have to give everything. The lucky thing is the robber doesn't rob my xiao bai and drove off.

My mom was so mad and on the verge of crying. So its not the time for zz, and i told my mom i will handle everything tomorrow morning. Quite handful of task. Firstly need to report to police station, and with the police report gonna make new IC and driving license. Other than that need to replace sim card and atm card. Need to buy a new phone as well.

What a bad timing, some more i had an appointment for car service at section13 tomorrow morning 10am. My mom is going to complain and nag about this matter for few months.

Grand Opening

No, not mentioned about my blog shop, its still on preparation stage.

I'm talking about my new persona.

My mom scratched it liao O_O

Some more scratch back own house gate's pillar.

I thought that the first one who scratch it will be me or either my dad.

Heart pain, my sona back home for 2 weeks only.

Think before you act

Today supposedly it was my off day for selangor holiday. But, kl offices still on their business hours, end up heading to some banks and other companies run some errands. Thought of parking my car at kelana jaya station, so i can take lrt to klcc station.

Reaching the kelana jaya parking lots, a note there saying parking full, so i have to go straight and exit into ldp.

And what happened next is the exit lane, there's this bus double park and i can't go through. I stopped my car and wait. But suddenly the bus started to reverse.

There's this nerdy guy waiting at the pedestrian lane suddenly giving me some rude signals! Wtf!

Today i'm in rush so i just ignored what he did. If next time i see him and doing the same thing again i will make sure he sees doom of the world.

Seduction

I met a guy online for quite a long time, i think more than a year. He accidentally added me cause i have the same name with his secondary mate. We only met up for twice only, we had some drinks at the cafe for every meet up.

He's one year older and doing advertisement design. At first when we knew each other, he was in uncertain state of relationship with his ex girlfriend. Of course i cheer him up a bit, we talked a lot about our hobbies, photographing and travels. After some time, he gave up his ex and remain single until now.

That's the time he started coming after me. Eventually it was a nightmare. He knew that i'm doing fine with my boyfriend, but he keep asking me to go out for date and travel together. I totally reject each of his invitation.

Apparently, not every friendships between male and female can be so pure and naive like us in cina gang. If showing a tiny bit more of kindness and friendliness, they will think that it could progress into more deeper relationships and crossing the line.

Sigh. I just hope to know more friends but they think of me as a foc whore.

Updates

Report 1:

Lately i had been quite concentrate with my dad's company, but troubles keep coming and i feel so tired. The most freaks-me-out incident was the 100tonnes story, i bet you all knew from facebook. I'm just worried that the back charge will be damn a lot for the first month of new project at OUG.

Report 2:

Sister just came back from Bali. One word: tempting. Vacations are the best.

I heard from ken that he chat with Wai Yee few days ago. Wai Yee considering come back malaysia around october for vacation break. Time to plan tonnes of nice trip?

But don't know when sohai heng will be back to join us for some fun.

Report 3:

Got my hair cut last week, just little bit of trimming. But ends up the hair not curly nor either straight enough. Wonder why the perming chemical can be that strong for them to maintain so long. Waiting until end of the year only decide what style i should do with my hair. Time really flies, i kept my perms for more than one year.

But then i realize boys doesn't pay attention to girl's hair changes, other than if the hair cut until very short at once or suddenly did extension or put on some wigs.

Conclusion: We do our hair just to please ourselves.

Report 4:

Now i know what i'm going to do for raya holidays, house cleaning. My mom was so nervous that my bro-in-law's parent coming for visit next month. And she wants our house to be more presentable. I don't think so i will keep doing the same thing for a few days. So please call me out yumcha, if not i will bored to death. Even staying at home for one nice saturday i feel furious as well. Zzzz.

Clumsy

Although i left a message in tham's chatbox, mentioned that rarely seen him gets clumsy. But i think i was the one, hitting damn lot of things lately.

After yumcha hit the oldtown's steel rail.

At working site hit the handle bar of staircase.

At home shoulder hit the side of the door.

Zzz. Pain.

Massage coupon

Everyday the fb advertisement bar post some promotions, variation of vouchers and coupons. I accidentally registered groupon.my since i needed to check something for my sister. And everyday they mail their latest deals and newsletter to my email account. I do check on them and delete them after that. But something caught my attention for the latest deals.

It was the massage coupon from a spa center at setia alam.

A total of 135minutes of so call shiatsu massage, scrub and sauna. And private room provided for couples too! It cost me RM100 per voucher.

A bit worried when i key in my card numbers which they do not request any online transaction password at all. But since i printed out my vouchers, it should be fine? I guess?

Talk about massage, we city people, so lack of relaxation and greenery views. What we can see about massage shops in pj are suspicious. So so suspicious when only men entering the place. And a lot of china women working... Its hard to find a proper massage place. Everyday my body muscles so tired, too much works and extreme sports. Hopefully i can use the voucher soon, together with my boyfriend and enjoy a wonderful spa session!

Insomnia

I'm the type of person who can continue sleeping even though its earthquake or the world dooms. I can't believe i had some insomnia last week. A lot of causes, working stress, noises from next door, tons of stuff to worry...

Tried to keep myself busy. Kept taking nap non stop over the weekend. Making preparations and web settings for incoming business. Staring at com whole day make my eyes dry...

Too many uncertainty. Too many tiresome stuffs to do.

Again, i need more vacation.

Financial planning

My parents, they are not concentrating in financial planning of family education since long time ago. Cause by their busy works when i'm still a teenager, my sense of financial planning had been very bad. I spent most of my pocket money to buy things and barely save any money.
Time to grow up. Gotta buy things accordingly and do proper savings. Investment wasn't my best field, unlike bor. My boyfriend asked me to buy an accident insurance myself, who knows what happen in future.
Thinking of ways to earn side income and grow my savings.

Why money makes human failed so desperately.

Neighborhood

I think i've mentioned about my new neighbor who rented the house next door and how they cause a fire in the kitchen.

Apparently, they are totally idiots.

The man, seems like remarried, had a daughter of age 19-20, and another 2 younger daughters which roughly around under 10 years old. Then sometimes pop up a lala guy going around the house.

Its a headache when it comes to link-ed houses. I can hear next door very easily, especially when the kids hopping around the staircase.

I should have getting my late sunday sleep today! But i get shocked and jumped off my bed once i heard the staircase bang. Wtf. Its still 8am.

Triops

Few months ago, when i hang out around S & J gift shop at 1 utama, saw this box which contain a plastic container and a few pack of weird powders. Can't read the description, all in japs. Then there's these weird weird funny cartoon creatures printed on box.

And i just realize today, its the new experiment box for - tadpole shrimp. Something similar to ant farm. Their name was Triops as well. They are ancient water creatures from around 220million years ago.

This is how they look like, quite ugly but funny creatures. The wiki said they have 3 eyes and breath with their legs. But their life span only last for 8-14 weeks.
I wonder will it smell fishy if i breed them at home......

Pets

Went to pet shop to buy my dog's cookies and new water bottle today. Saw a hamster half way giving birth to those tiny pink creatures. It looks funny though cause the baby hamster can't go all the way out and the mommy hamster keep running around. They really keep giving birth cause i saw another badge of mini hamster which already coated with fur and playing aside their mom.

I kept hamster before, two of them when i was 10. But that time the pet's equipment doesn't appear to be stylish and functional. I still remember the time i really put on some bath for the 2 hamster, luckily they didn't die half way from the bath. Now there's this bathing sand and bathing room (which look like soap container), specially made for hamster selling in shops now. When my time, they still don't have tunnel shaped cage for hamster to run around, what i had was just steel bar cage. My "deceased" hamster everyday climb on to the bar, up side down and keep biting the steel to sharpen their teeth.

They died after i kept them for a year. Quite a short life for them. But they really serve their purpose. If someone hold them with "unfriendly aura", they either bite the fingers or shit on the palm. They are quite sensitive towards human who hold them.

Looking into pet shop's hamster makes me feel like wanna keep them again. But i have to prepare upcoming breeding for my dog next year and till that time my house will have to take care 2 dogs, my current shih tzu and one of his son/daughter.

Honestly i'm quite a pet lover, what ever i saw in pet shops i hope i can keep them in my house, no matter it was rabbits, hermit crabs, fish, cats, sugar gliders and etc. But!! Except cold blooded snakes, iguanas, scorpions and spiders. I'm very afraid of reptiles and insects.

Typical, i like fluffy with fur and warm creatures.

Future-in-law?

My elder sis's future parents-in-law coming to visit us from Miri, Sarawak this coming september. Apparently my mom was quite nervous about it, worry that she can't give her best treatment to the guests. I think my sister was quite lucky, her parents-in-law stay at somewhere else, and they are very healthy too. They join a lot of activities and club back in their hometown. Although they will need to fly back for visiting but the couple have their freedom on their own.

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A lot difference compare to me...

I had been steady with my boyfriend for few years. But i'm not ready for marriage yet. Plus, both of us haven't reach the peak of our own career yet. My boyfriend's parents are very conservative-minded. Sometimes when we out for a very short trip or a date, his mom sure call and disturb. Honestly, i don't like his parents. My boyfriend had not been able to expand his ability in his field, cause his parent stopped him from doing so. They think that doing business are risky and surely will loss profit. They hope his son can work for somebody else, and steadily receive salary every month. Stay as low profile as they could was their aim of the life.

I had told my boyfriend about our future plan, i hope both of us can stay alone in our own house. (but he said if possible buy one near to his parent's home =_=) That's why i told him we wanna earn as much money as we could before marriage. And buy a house beforehand, i don't mind if the house are small. Nowadays the housing are too expensive and hardly to afford. I would like it small, warm and very homey. Enough to fit both of us, and maybe 1 or 2 kids in future.

Ya know, i can imagine how i crash his family's future peaceful life. I don't even listen to my own parents, how would i follow parents-in-law's instruction? And sometimes couple/husband & wife, have their own issues to settle, which i don't like the elders to mix hand in it.

I might be very stubborn, but i wanna did my best for both career and family too. I do not want them to expect me to be a very loyal daughter-in-law and jaga home everyday.

Random Update

I spent a lot of time to tidy my room lately. Especially my wardrobe and piles of related bills. Kept thinking, why the hell i bought that piece of crap/clothes? And when did i bought it? I just pack it into a plastic and going to bring them for donation. I really underestimated my "shopping desire" for quite lot of years.

I repeat and repeat, keep telling myself that buy things which are necessary, useful and worth the money. But sometimes its really hard to stop myself from buying things. As a female, i had save quite a lot on the 3 biggest enemy of wallet: Shoes, women accessories and hand bags. I'm not into shoes cause i hardly can get my size, and i sensitive to accessories. Hand bag can last very long.

Just talked about saving, but i still feel like getting a travel luggage. But my sis urge me to buy backpack. Zzz.

Living qualities - Bed

I'm the type of person, request much more better 'helpful' living household or items. And wasted quite some money just to dump old things away.

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This time I'm not satisfy with my bed.

Actually the set of mattress and bed deviant bought around a decade ago. The bed eventually bought for my younger sister. After some 'rawr' and siblings argument 3 years ago, I moved to the room downstairs. The queen size bed which I bought was left in my sister's room and grabbed the older bed. The deviant sink at the middle when sleep on it but I fixed it with buying a huge plywood and placed it underneath.

The good time doesn't last long. Bed started to sink again. I had spent a lot of nights, unconsciously sleeping on the border of my bed. Slept really badly. I went to Ikea to look for bed frame. They doesn't come cheap, makes me feel disappointed. Now, I removed the bed deviant, and let the mattress lie on floor, just like japanese futon.

Unseen future

Every time talked with buddies about careers, I feel insecure.
Bad studies and lack of experience. Can be say so I'm quite idiotic that I didn't further my studies into college. Helping my dad just provide me a satisfaction mentality that "I did something good for family".
Get a boyfriend doesn't mean that I'm in the safety zone. Still, we females really need our own career to go on. Our own job and own perspective. Nothing good if just rely on men's income.
Need to keep reminding myself, I got to plan my path as soon as possible.

Mobile Phones

I need to change my handphone soon. My current E71, the software already corrupted and keep restart whenever 'he' likes. Its already been almost 3 years I'm using him. The battery life can be so call still long lasting.

But, I still having hard time choosing between Iphone and HTC. Iphone apparently have better screen colors and more phone casing all around the street. And seems like Ken, Wei, Bw, Lee and Heng are having a good time using them.

I was attracted to HTC cause they are less limitation towards apps download. The model I had my eye on it was HTC Sensation. 1.2GHZ processor make it faster internet loading compare to Iphone.
Need more time to reconsider I think, both phones also quite expensive. sigh...

Catching up with another gang

Yesterday, I online chatting with a "long time no see" friend. Apparently, he was busy going after a girl for the year. And for his upcoming birthday, he plan to gather clubbing session at mist bangsar. What I told him was, I feel tired when I think of clubbing nowadays. Very obviously I started to ageing and the teenage rebellious doesn't exist anymore.
Shocking news from him, one of the girl going to marry this coming September. Yes, the couple going to marry cause of a child. A six years old boy. She gave birth to him around f5. But the girl's mother take care of the child and pay some aunties to babysit him for the daytime. They never admit to the guy's parent that they already had a child. Things can't cover for long, soon the little boy need to enroll into primary school. Incomplete birth certificate, they went to explained to the guy's parent, and need to plan for a marriage registration.
Seems like I need to lose few more pounds to attend to the wedding.

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I still can't imagine our own cina gang people will get marry and give birth to children.

I think my first prediction will be Lee.

Portable speaker

I had very limited space and gadgets in my room. Last week when we went for a tour at taylor lakeside, i can't forget what i saw at the shop called gravity.
Cute bear design of portable speaker which read mini sd card. So end up buying it when i saw it at pyramid.
Although it was a product from china, unexpected sound quality coming out from this small boom box. Plus, it can read pendrive too, similar to car mp3 modulator.
I having some hard time choosing between black and the pink color. Decided to go for a pink one, help cheer up my mood when listening to the music.

Another visit to vet, again.

My dog got this yeast infection in his ears, which make it smelly and fishy.
Bought shampoo, antibiotic, supplement oil for skin etc. And there goes my money.
He got himself a wound on his front leg. To prevent he scratch and make it bleed again, I put on a bandage. Found the bandage strap from the car's emergency kit.
Nice bandage hur?

Women's Hobby

I think I spend most of my time shopping, inside pharmacy and shops related to skin care products. Watson was one of my famous spot to spend my free time. Looking on product labels and comparing prices. I think i tried most of the skin care brands around Watson.
I don't like the point, using skin care series which come in a set, kinda like to mix different brands according to my skin's condition.
Discovered Shiseido Aqua Label moisturizer emulsion, very suitable for day use. I kinda like it light and smooth after apply, especially for hot and humid weather here.

A notice for BB cream user, please do not use BB cream as part of your moisturizer in the day time. I knew they always promote it as all in one skin care and make up "magical" cream. Either your face will dry out, acne pops out cause of the clogging from the BB cream. (Who said BB cream won't clog the pores?)
We still need to use proper make up remover, to remove BB cream which stick to your skin for the whole long day.
Last, a note to all my fellow buddies, at least exfoliate your skin once every week. For acne skin, use exfoliate cream instead of scrubs. (I still remember the time when BW everyday mimic the Ginvera advertisement's slogan.)

4th July - Independence Day

I'm not American, but i quite concerned with this date cause it was my elder sister's birthday!

Just for your info, my family not westernized enough to tell each other how much we love them. So we always skip birthday celebration as well.

It had been a year since my elder sister Jamy moved to Singapore. No one at home poking me around, scold me or keep complaining, quite not used to it for the first few months. But I understand well that I have to take care of everything without her inspection now.

And on March 2011, she had registered her marriage with her husband, Victor. Waiting for her PR approval. Their real wedding will be held on December 2012. I'm really glad that she's really feeling happy with her husband. (Envious! Victor bought her a pair of Chanel earrings for her birthday.)

Here i secretly wish her happy birthday, and not telling me she's poor every month.

Family matters

Before our trip to Singapore, lot of things had happened to my family.

Firstly my grandpa went through some surgery last year, my uncle's wife elope with some other guy, my great grandma passed away, and my grandma got herself a stroke last month, making her half paralyzed.

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My uncle who stayed with my grandma, his wife (I called her 'fucker' secretly) had been working as manager at Cavenzi's furniture shop around kajang area. Seems like she feels unsatisfied with her husband and elope with this owner of the furniture shop. What left behind was my foolish uncle and a pair of kids. And since then my grandma had been stressing herself out and break down months later. It wasn't a good thing to be proud of. But no one able to stop the fucker came by secretly to visit her kids. It's really different from what we watch in drama, the divorce has been made secretly and the elders didn't knew a thing about it. No explanation had been made to my grandma.

My mother advice my eldest uncle to talked to his little brother about it but he said he afraid he can't meddle with other people's affair. WTF? That was his younger brother and he pretend that it wasn't his business. The worst case was the kids. They can't figure things out and why their mother not staying with them. Everyday making out war in my grandma house.

I got quite irritated by this incident, cause my grandma had been doing all the house works and cooking since she married to my uncle for 10 years. Taking care of children while she out for works. Didn't fulfill her duty as a daughter-in-law at all!

I wish that when i saw her on street, I can beat the crap out of her.

The house that had been ageing for years, and who would care what kind of stories behind it?

I WANT MORE, MORE VACATION!!

I'm a really bad bad girl, can't stop thinking of travel and have fun with all my might.

I think i will plan our next destination to Siam Reap, Cambodia. A bit of adventurous yet historical places among all. Hope that you guys able to take leave. We should do it when we still "young", need a lot of walking there.
I heard that the Angkor Wat are getting spoil slowly. The growth of tropical trees crossing through the walls and floors. Government there can't maintain such a huge ruin in perfect state.
Another famous things to do in Siam Reap are going for cooking class! Sounds lovely and gay (lol). The chef will bring the students to the market nearby and get the ingredients ready. That's the part Malaysia tourism can't achieve. They don't have that kind of passion in providing tourist the best understanding of our cultures.
Other than that, there's no seduction for shopping. Quite a poor country but a lot of american and european pouring in, starting their business in tourism, example restaurant, night pub, hostel, cooking school, high class spa resorts etc.
And what else, 0.50USD for a glass of beer!!

This was a picture taken by my sister 2 years ago at Angkor Wat.

Vacation with love

I decided to hide in the mountain to train.

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Just joking, just wanna run away from all the city hustle...
Nothing feels better than a vacation with your another half, although we went up there and do nothing, did some kimono cosplay at japanese village.
I edit this photo into vintage color. I wonder will I able to look back onto it years later.

Ken & Wei's Birthday

Every year we had been doing the same celebration but we never get tired of it.
Love you guys <3

Supplement

My boyfriend started to understand how troublesome when women spends time on everything. And he gave me this last week. Organic royale jelly. Made from bee hives and honey. Some said its for improving the fertility.
(What the F?!!)
Eventually the main point he gave me this was to improve my skin condition. Which he knew i spend a lot of time and money over skin care products.
And still, i need another 30 days to see the improvement.

My body condition

My menstrual came and continue for 3 weeks, still not ending by now. It was a terrible moment of suspecting the worst, when i still haven't been to any gynecology test. After getting advice from my boyfriend's mom, i decided to go to this female chinese medicine doctor at petaling utama. It was a very fast progress, filling in the personal information, walk to the room, getting my pulse reading.
She told me that i have to stop eating chicken and eggs, cold drinks and food. Especially soy bean milk are very bad for my body. Oh my, most of my favorite food contain all of this heavenly ingredients. By the way, it was so embarrassing when she told my boyfriend that i had a very weak "car engine". Zzz.
After all the criticize received from doctor, the very important thing is i have to learn how to cook my chinese herbs. When my boyfriend saw me getting so clumsy in the kitchen, he laughed and help me carry the hot pot to the table.
Luckily i had no problem on drinking the bitter chinese medicine. Got to go back clinic and meet the doctor next weekend. Hope that i will get better soon and they won't give me heavy chinese herbs.
P/S: When you see me eating one of prohibited food, please remind me or knock my head.

By the way, cooking chinese herbs always remind me of some jokes from stephen chow.

Worst Day

I always heard others talked about their worst day of their life. And always update their facebook status, "FML".
Again, you will heard mine.
Which i think there's nothing severe than what i have been through today.
I can't even mention it to my parents and my boyfriend.

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Sigh... Just FML...

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Need a clearer path

Not talking about path for future career or future life, was talking about hair...

Erhem *clearing throat*, HAIR REMOVAL.

Always feel troubled by over growth hair, i suspect that they keep heading to the wrong part of my body. I admit that my hair, the one on top of my head, they are thin and lesser than usual girl. But my facial hair, arms, knees and including my armpit, they are so productive until i spend a lot of time to DIY hair removing at home.

Lately i chat with my elder sister on msn over brazillian wax. We are just wondering, how we able to expose our most private part of our bodies to the beautician? And have to go through all the pain and itch. I start sweating just thinking about it. Started to survey for waxing shops nearby. Might go for a permanent hair removal if the budgets still in the range.

Trip to Singapore

The trip was real fun! Very addictive going for road trip with my best buddies. Will try my best to get another trip ready soon.
But always the worst part appears after the trip came to an end.
Wallet getting blank and hearing complains from my dad.
I'm still always disapprove my dad's egoistic personality. The very "china man minded".
He doesn't likes me to hang out too much.
Deeply in my heart, i told myself that i do not wanna be like my mom. Being the woman who only take care of family and not intruding men's business. And i still wanna enjoy more of my youth, go for extreme sports, visiting more different cultures.
Maybe cause by my personality, I hope that my future, I can get everything in balance.

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Between my career, friends, and my loved ones.