I did mentioned that i wanna diet, but everything not going according to the plan.

I realize that i feel more... swollen.

I think i might be the type who not suit to join gym. Anyway my gym contract will end on mid october. Have that kind of mental state, i thought that i did my work out and i can eat like usual.

So i really need to cut down my portion and eat healthier liao.

Sob sob T_T

Holiday

The long waited holiday.

Keep rolling in my bed with my dog snoring beside me.

I knew its morning but i don't feel like sleeping anymore.

Wake up, pick up my phone...

Shyt, its only 8.02am.

Judgement

My days had never came to peace. Its very natural that i'm worry about my own family and friends.
Actually its about my younger sister. I really think that her relationship with her boyfriend are totally weird/unacceptable. The more i talk to the guy, the more i think that he just don't wanna have stable relationship.

The story was like that, last year my elder sister brought this friend, vincent, a tour around pj. They hunting for good food around pj/kl area. There's this night they packed dozens of chicken wings and came to my house for a feast. Which i believed vincent "fell in love" at the first sight when my sis eating chicken wings. It doesn't really sounds romantic though. After sometime they get to chat online, and vincent present her some bracelet and they started their relationship from this point.

He works as financial consultant/adviser. I didn't really knew where/who he work for as he never gave us a name card. But what i heard was he have to convince rich people to invest in his company. That makes him fly around the world all the time.

He came to malaysia once a month, but slowly it convert into once every 2 to 3 months. I did't knew that did they go through the state where they understand each other enough about personalities and family backgrounds.

Two days ago, when i saw him online, i'm just bluntly asked him what he likes about my younger sister. This is the answer he gave me:
- I like her innocent.
- I don't like complicated women that i have to think what she thinking.

Then i throw him another question. Why doesn't you introduce yourself properly to my dad? (Their relationship kept as secret from my dad for one and half year already.)
- I think she have her own mindset so i just follow her way of doing things.
- I have nothing for your dad to complain about. Introduction anytime will be fine. I have proper income, proper family background and i always have 250k SGD in my account.

I really wanna choke his neck if he's talking like this face to face. As expected from a singaporean man. He thinks that i'm selling my sister. WTF! I wish i could choke him and arm lock him on the floor. Innocent? Don't you understand that my sister is just a college student? The innocent will gone once she grows mature and started to work in society! Its not about how much money you have, its about the sincerity to go out as a proper boyfriend with my younger sister.

If you don't like complicated women, why not you just marry a china woman and properly give her allowance every month! So she won't oppose you and follow everything you said. Fu** you!

My mom has been the type who worries a lot. Since they started to go out, my mom never stop thinking what would happen to my sis when they break up. It wasn't cool. It was totally a bad idea to let our own parents worry over our own relationship.

I knew its my way of judgement, but my sixth sense + woman instinct never lose its accuracy.

Tremendous Day

I think i can list myself as Gan the Mission Impossible.

Woke up early due to noises from next door, so i just prefer to wake and go work early.

Morning,

- Go bank on 7am.

- Pick & buy hardwares.

- Send the materials to working site.

- Find auntie who working at oug.

- Send cpu to fix.

- Buy external hdd. (Met some incident at computer shop, long story to tell.)

- Pick & buy water boiler.

- Bake & eat macarons.

I had done quite a lot of stuffs and i had some free time during afternoon.

I went 1u a while until 9pm.

Disaster again, mom's car broke down.

Some more she was at sungai long.

Drove like mad there, so worried that my mom alone will kena rob at roadside. Till i reach there, called tow car and let the guy did all the stuffs.

The story not end yet, i thought that at last i can go home and sleep like pig. I drove ahead like few kilometers. The tow truck guy called halfway said some police officers stopped him and suspect he stole the car. WTF?

The misunderstanding cleared when the local police station gave me a call and did some verification. Police officer told me that there's this chinese male called and report the truck's plate number.

OMG. This is so gg. Wafak so many trucks you don't report and you wanna report my truck.

The very last thing i think of, i just wanna lay in my bed asap. Once home, my dog nearly run away, again. Which i stopped him so fast with my flying body slam on the floor and catch him.

Both knees bleeding. Zzz. I don't care. I just came online to blog and going to sleep now.

Macarons

Lately i have been eating a lot macarons.

The reason is, my mother went for a macaron baking class at big boys oven studio, kota damansara. I will skip about the class details, but before my mom left they gave my mom a full box of colorful macarons. It was hell over sweetness type of chewy french candy but it was so expensive selling at the cafes out there.

Its addictive. And started helping my mom to experiment macarons at home. I guess i can't stop growing fatter and will see dentist more frequently soon.

When i'm single and available, why there's no guys come after me?

At last i have a stable boyfriend now, and i really don't know where all those guys pop out from.

Trying to convince me that they will suit me better than my boyfriend.

..........

The more of them i met the more i think its really a huge joke.

Productive

I think i had raise my productivity level lately. No matter its about company's job or personal task.

1. I can do banking task faster than usual, which i glare and stress the banking staff (win!).

2. Faster info survey.

3. Memorize directions from google map (still don't have a proper gps).

4. Settle my family/boss (example: my dad).

5. Doing all sort of sending cars to service center, buy hardware for repair stuffs at home.

6. Able to arrange time to meet friends.

7. Able to visit grandma once a week.

8. Do laundries and house work etc.

9. Spend half hour everyday to talk to my dog.

A lot better from the days when i goyang kaki. I wish i still have the motivation to do everything right and nicely from time to time. And able to improve a lot of other super skills to get my task done.

Is it a sin to enjoy the life style of admired by different guys?

Again, i missed my gym class.

I wonder why my time getting not enough day by day.

I need to go trim my eyebrows. They look... bad.

Resolution

I think i had been immune with what my dad did always. I'm handling with my emotion quite calm with any situation involve with him. It happens that my parent started to accept the way i do things and resolve issues correctly.

My mom flipped me from my bed just now. Looked on the phone, its only 4.30am. With my zzz-ness, i straight away knew its about my dad again.

She was so worried keep calling him from 12am to 3pm, until he reached home at 4 something morning. Apparently, he was drunk stopped at road side. And been robbed by some indian guy. He told my mom that the indian guy was carrying a knife so he have to give everything. The lucky thing is the robber doesn't rob my xiao bai and drove off.

My mom was so mad and on the verge of crying. So its not the time for zz, and i told my mom i will handle everything tomorrow morning. Quite handful of task. Firstly need to report to police station, and with the police report gonna make new IC and driving license. Other than that need to replace sim card and atm card. Need to buy a new phone as well.

What a bad timing, some more i had an appointment for car service at section13 tomorrow morning 10am. My mom is going to complain and nag about this matter for few months.

Grand Opening

No, not mentioned about my blog shop, its still on preparation stage.

I'm talking about my new persona.

My mom scratched it liao O_O

Some more scratch back own house gate's pillar.

I thought that the first one who scratch it will be me or either my dad.

Heart pain, my sona back home for 2 weeks only.

Think before you act

Today supposedly it was my off day for selangor holiday. But, kl offices still on their business hours, end up heading to some banks and other companies run some errands. Thought of parking my car at kelana jaya station, so i can take lrt to klcc station.

Reaching the kelana jaya parking lots, a note there saying parking full, so i have to go straight and exit into ldp.

And what happened next is the exit lane, there's this bus double park and i can't go through. I stopped my car and wait. But suddenly the bus started to reverse.

There's this nerdy guy waiting at the pedestrian lane suddenly giving me some rude signals! Wtf!

Today i'm in rush so i just ignored what he did. If next time i see him and doing the same thing again i will make sure he sees doom of the world.

Seduction

I met a guy online for quite a long time, i think more than a year. He accidentally added me cause i have the same name with his secondary mate. We only met up for twice only, we had some drinks at the cafe for every meet up.

He's one year older and doing advertisement design. At first when we knew each other, he was in uncertain state of relationship with his ex girlfriend. Of course i cheer him up a bit, we talked a lot about our hobbies, photographing and travels. After some time, he gave up his ex and remain single until now.

That's the time he started coming after me. Eventually it was a nightmare. He knew that i'm doing fine with my boyfriend, but he keep asking me to go out for date and travel together. I totally reject each of his invitation.

Apparently, not every friendships between male and female can be so pure and naive like us in cina gang. If showing a tiny bit more of kindness and friendliness, they will think that it could progress into more deeper relationships and crossing the line.

Sigh. I just hope to know more friends but they think of me as a foc whore.

Updates

Report 1:

Lately i had been quite concentrate with my dad's company, but troubles keep coming and i feel so tired. The most freaks-me-out incident was the 100tonnes story, i bet you all knew from facebook. I'm just worried that the back charge will be damn a lot for the first month of new project at OUG.

Report 2:

Sister just came back from Bali. One word: tempting. Vacations are the best.

I heard from ken that he chat with Wai Yee few days ago. Wai Yee considering come back malaysia around october for vacation break. Time to plan tonnes of nice trip?

But don't know when sohai heng will be back to join us for some fun.

Report 3:

Got my hair cut last week, just little bit of trimming. But ends up the hair not curly nor either straight enough. Wonder why the perming chemical can be that strong for them to maintain so long. Waiting until end of the year only decide what style i should do with my hair. Time really flies, i kept my perms for more than one year.

But then i realize boys doesn't pay attention to girl's hair changes, other than if the hair cut until very short at once or suddenly did extension or put on some wigs.

Conclusion: We do our hair just to please ourselves.

Report 4:

Now i know what i'm going to do for raya holidays, house cleaning. My mom was so nervous that my bro-in-law's parent coming for visit next month. And she wants our house to be more presentable. I don't think so i will keep doing the same thing for a few days. So please call me out yumcha, if not i will bored to death. Even staying at home for one nice saturday i feel furious as well. Zzzz.

Clumsy

Although i left a message in tham's chatbox, mentioned that rarely seen him gets clumsy. But i think i was the one, hitting damn lot of things lately.

After yumcha hit the oldtown's steel rail.

At working site hit the handle bar of staircase.

At home shoulder hit the side of the door.

Zzz. Pain.

Massage coupon

Everyday the fb advertisement bar post some promotions, variation of vouchers and coupons. I accidentally registered groupon.my since i needed to check something for my sister. And everyday they mail their latest deals and newsletter to my email account. I do check on them and delete them after that. But something caught my attention for the latest deals.

It was the massage coupon from a spa center at setia alam.

A total of 135minutes of so call shiatsu massage, scrub and sauna. And private room provided for couples too! It cost me RM100 per voucher.

A bit worried when i key in my card numbers which they do not request any online transaction password at all. But since i printed out my vouchers, it should be fine? I guess?

Talk about massage, we city people, so lack of relaxation and greenery views. What we can see about massage shops in pj are suspicious. So so suspicious when only men entering the place. And a lot of china women working... Its hard to find a proper massage place. Everyday my body muscles so tired, too much works and extreme sports. Hopefully i can use the voucher soon, together with my boyfriend and enjoy a wonderful spa session!

Insomnia

I'm the type of person who can continue sleeping even though its earthquake or the world dooms. I can't believe i had some insomnia last week. A lot of causes, working stress, noises from next door, tons of stuff to worry...

Tried to keep myself busy. Kept taking nap non stop over the weekend. Making preparations and web settings for incoming business. Staring at com whole day make my eyes dry...

Too many uncertainty. Too many tiresome stuffs to do.

Again, i need more vacation.

Financial planning

My parents, they are not concentrating in financial planning of family education since long time ago. Cause by their busy works when i'm still a teenager, my sense of financial planning had been very bad. I spent most of my pocket money to buy things and barely save any money.
Time to grow up. Gotta buy things accordingly and do proper savings. Investment wasn't my best field, unlike bor. My boyfriend asked me to buy an accident insurance myself, who knows what happen in future.
Thinking of ways to earn side income and grow my savings.

Why money makes human failed so desperately.