Yesterday was my parents 30th wedding annivessary, which my dad don't give a fuck about it.

It happens that birthday/anniversary are so important to women.

It represents the youth and time we sacrifice for our most important person.

Sounds silly?

Facial treatment

Its been two years since i step into beauty salon. Just did one treatment last saturday. Always feel so embarrass when doing facial treatment at beauty salon. Cause all the beautician are so petite and they have to wash/massage my big size body >_<

Parents-in-law?

Just an update for what i did last weekend.

My sis and bro-in-law came back, and his parents came visit from miri as well.

Conclusion, it was so tiring to layan auntie and uncle.

It feels so weird to get to know new relatives. At the same time its kinda stress as well. Surely we do not wanna spoil their mood of short trip here. Bro-in-law, Victor brought his parents to every shopping center at kl/pj, go for famous bak kut teh at klang. And my mom offer them a ride to visit genting. My dad spend them a supper at ss2 durian stalls.

Come to the main point, the meeting of in laws was to talked about my sister + victor's marriage. Although they already registered at SG around march, but their formal wedding will be held at next year december.

Auntie was very straight forward, she directly asked my mom how much ping gam she wants.

(Note: Ping gam in cantonese means giving ang pau/money to show gratitude to bride's family from groom's parents.)

My dad was so darn smart, he told them that he let his wife decides =_______=

Sounds like selling daughter, but i truly understand that ping gam are gonna use to buy preparation items for every traditions and ceremony.

I can sense and predict the busy + messy conditions for my sister's wedding preparations. And i guess the most complicated part will be preparing my family's apparels =__=

Potassium Citrate are my best friend =_____=

Steamboat Dinner

A steamboat gathering organised (paid) by Ken.

I only remember after finished eating i feel so damn sleepy until i don't want to remember any details.

Just a few pictures from my cam.

Guilty

I think i'm kinda mentally sick. I'm very afraid of feeling guilty when buying over things. Example, clothes. Bought a dress i like it very much, cost 200. Sigh, another poor month again.

I think the amount of durian i ate last night hit my lifetime quota. ZZZ

Two nights ago, my boyfriend told me he was busy so not coming over to meet me. The reason is he have to attend old friend's funeral. When i met him yesterday he told me the story of whole incident.

This guy was 28 years old and he was once my boyfriend's junior. He went for his friend's bachelor night and drank a lot of alcohol. Mainly hard liquor like hennesy and xo. They rent a hotel room for the event itself and later on everyone just collapse and sleep there. Around 5am, the friend next to him woke up and tried to wake everyone up. But, the guy doesn't move at all. And when they flip him over, he already died and the face was totally purple.

A sudden death bring sorrow to his friends. My boyfriend describe that the groom of the bachelor party, he feels very responsible for his death. The groom kneel infront of the coffin and keep crying for the whole funeral.

Sad story hur?

We really have to prepare for these kind of unexpected situations. I also feel insecure so i bought my own accident insurance as well. Sigh......

In complicated relationship

My type of person kinda straight forward. I hate those complicated relationships. And those who involve in it. However people around me kinda like to involve in these kind of matters.

Something happens between these two male friends of mine, Ivan & Isaac. They have been single for quite a long time and always spend their free time together, sharing the interest of cars and everything else. They knew a girl lately call Louis, aged 21. She's a total bitch. I met her when we clubbing last holiday. She's the petite type of girl but very talkative. Kinda rude in manners cause she likes to tell people "shut the fuck up".

What happened was these 2 idiots fell for her at the same time. Louis very experienced with men and started to play them between her fingers. Everyday she complain said i don't have transport, ask for them to fetch her everywhere. Other than that, she went dating with both of them.

Isaac was a bit more smarter (he's a law student), he realizes something wrong and reject Louis slowly. I think she feels that she can't be defeated and seduce him with kisses when they hang out last time. He don't even dare to tell his best friend about what happened.

Ivan was more "blinded". He totally fell into her love trap. Friends around him keep telling him to give up the girl.

I wonder why there's girls like this exist on earth. Kinda embarrass our own female kind. What i hope was they didn't really go out officially as couple. At least the wound of his won't get so deep.

Baking mooncakes

My auntie request help from my mom to bake some mooncake. So she can cut some cost compare to buying those commercial mooncake at supermarket.

Passed by kitchen, mom asked me to help painting mooncake with eggyolks. It really took me long time cause the mooncake design was really complicated. A lot of flowers and patterns which i have to paint it so so so softly. And i did the decoration for shanghai mooncake too.

Mooncake fresh from the oven

Shanghai mooncake

Piggy mooncake

Half day off

Took half day off to company my boyfriend. Mostly he having off day on normal weekdays. Don't know what to do and we end up took bus from 1utama to genting. Bought package which include bus fees and outdoor theme park entrance ticket.

Unexpectedly, its blardy cold at genting. Which i just wore t-shirt and shorts only.

Went into theme park, maybe we already grown up, the theme park doesn't seems that huge anymore. Everything looks smaller compare to my memories.

Picking up the taste of youth. Its been a long time since i been to theme park.

Arrogant people

I think our society was really sick. People are getting self-center and selfish!

What i had been through lately was 'impressing'.

Case 1:

I lost my atm card and went to apply at bank. There's only one customer service counter to proceed. Situation was there's someone applying bank account, i come in as first in waiting line. Not long after that there was this uncle in his 60, came in and wait for the same counter as well. Once he realized he have to wait, he started to complain and show the manager his ic and declare he is senior citizen, with premium account at maybank and he have over 100k in maybank account. He complained so loud that he will complain to headquarter and if he went to the other bank, the staff will serve him coffee. So the manager have to do his case first and cut line before me. My atm card only done after one and half hour. Ended up he wanna withdraw money to apply insurance for his 35 years old car.

(Heart quote: Fuck you la senior citizen! Since you are so old and jobless that wouldn't hurt for you to wait a while and do your things after me. If you have so many money why didn't you pay some runner to do things for you. I give face cause you are older than my dad. If i see you next time in bank i guarantee i can crush you so mentally until you won't feel like wanna go banks again.)

Case 2:

Grabbing lunch with boyfriend at mcdonald. Queue behind a family, a pair of parents in their 30 and brought a pair of kids.

Husband: One set of xxx, one set of xxx... etc. Can you please give me diet coke for the set just now?

Mcd Staff: Okay sir.

Husband: Wait, are double cheese burger beef?

Mcd Staff: Yes its beef which u had order 2 sets just now.

Husband: Erm, cancel it, change to fillet o fish. Son, what you wanna eat?

Son: ....... (Fuck him la his son only 2 years old how to pick what to eat at mcdonald?)

Husband turn over and ask his wife as well.

Husband: Wait wait wait the fillet o fish, i don't want the mayo.

Mcd Staff: ......

Husband: The nugget set i order just now help me cut into pieces.

Mcd Staff: ......

Husband: I think i don't want diet coke change it back to coke.

Mcd Staff: ......

And when the staff went to get the soft drinks, the staff adding coke into the cup.

Husband: Wait! I don't want coke.

Mcd Staff: Sir you want diet coke?

Husband: No no. Erm... Em... Em.... Em... Em... I think i want ice tea.

And after the husband mess up the ordering, the staff frowned his brows so much.

Husband: The fries, i don't want them to over cook. And the chicken burger also.

Mcd Staff: ......

Husband: Oh and add another set of spicy chicken mcdeluxe. Divide the vege and mayo away from bread and chicken.

(Me standing behind and think, Wafak??? Another heart quote: Fuck! Whats wrong with your brain! Its fast food what you expect they can do. If you have so many request then go to fine dining restaurant! No wonder you look so yongsui, disturb people's queue for so long. Order little things it took you 15minutes. How you expect people to respect you, so much mafan than a normal woman. Next life don't become a man and go reborn as auntie might suit you so well. Fuuuck.)

P/S: I knew i'm exaggerate over this kind of situation but i don't know why they think that they are the only human at that time, not even considering for others.

ONE WORD = EPIC!

Imaginary heart roar.

I don't celebrate merdeka

Just an update for my clubbing night on 31st August 2011.

It doesn't really that sick until everyone of us drunk and puke. We just having fun snapping picture and some alcohol.

Meeting up with some 'long time no see friends'. I think the last time i hang out with them was last year. Unconsciously, some of the guy started to smoke in the pub. (Inner me shout: Wtf?)

They doesn't look more mature with that smoking, they look.. old and fragile.

Anyway, smoking really doesn't suit my image so i won't join them cause we are in the middle of 'clubbing'.

This is me and my cousin Michelle. Too lazy to upload others.

Two things i realize after the event is:
- I really gained weightSSS, i don't have suitable clothes for clubbing.
- I hardly get drunk.

Menstruating state

As a female human, i can't runaway from the fate of maturing. Menstruating which is part of it.

But why is it so painful for me!! T_T

2 days before it came, my stamina like dragged away. Do anything also feels like no energy. When finally the first day of the cycle, i will need to lie down and curl like a worm in my bed for hours. Aikzz..